A Letter to My Sister

My Dearest Smileth,

Child of our mother, I find myself at a loss for words as we walk this sacred path together. To witness you, my beloved sister, slipping away is both heartbreaking and beautiful. The love we have shared and continue to share is felt in every tender moment, every smile, every touch, and every word spoken between us. You have been such a light in my life, and I have been blessed to walk alongside you on this journey.

Today, I stand inside my own truth. I am learning that love and loss are intertwined—they are not separate. In this moment, I feel the weight of both. Love has filled the spaces between us, but loss reminds me of how deeply you have touched my heart. The tears I shed and the sorrow I feel all testify to how much you have meant to me and how much I will always love you. 

You have been so faithful on this journey, Smiza, braver than I could ever be in my frailty. Your strength, your spirit, and your love have carried me through in ways I can never fully express. As you near your rest, I want you to know it is well. Your love has made all the difference. It has made peace possible, and it will continue to guide me. Leaning on Romans 8:38-39, one of our mother’s favorite Scriptures, I want you to know that this is not goodbye—it’s a transition, and I find solace in knowing that your soul will be at rest, free from pain, surrounded by love.

No matter what comes next, I will carry you with me. Always. I love you deeply, and you will never be far from my heart. It is well, my sister. It is well.